I miss my brother igat

It has been a month since my brother left us(for a while).we are trying very hard not to remember what happened at that particular time/hour and date when we the family received the news...somehow i still can see how dad broke in tears, how mom cried, how my brother and sisters shed those sad tears when dad and i got home.It was a sad feeling and it makes a very deep impact on every one of us.
sometimes we wish all the bad news we receive is not true at all.....and we can only wish...
Dad is trying hard to cope, still grieving well we all still basically....

Igat,It has been a month bro since the day you left us (for a while)
i'm so thankful and glad that we spend those few months together trying to get all the document done for May.
i told you not to give up easily and sad when we failed to get it done on the first time and to treat those Kl trip as your honeymoon trip instead.
Im so happy to see you are loved by someone so deeply as how she shared all the good things, shared all the good thoughts about you every single day without fail.
you are a lucky man!

i miss you bro....