Tuesday, February 7, 2012

I miss my brother igat

It has been a month since my brother left us(for a while).we are trying very hard not to remember what happened at that particular time/hour and date when we the family received the news...somehow i still can see how dad broke in tears, how mom cried, how my brother and sisters shed those sad tears when dad and i got home.It was a sad feeling and it makes a very deep impact on every one of us.
sometimes we wish all the bad news we receive is not true at all.....and we can only wish...
Dad is trying hard to cope, still grieving well we all still basically....

Igat,It has been a month bro since the day you left us (for a while)
i'm so thankful and glad that we spend those few months together trying to get all the document done for May.
i told you not to give up easily and sad when we failed to get it done on the first time and to treat those Kl trip as your honeymoon trip instead.
Im so happy to see you are loved by someone so deeply as how she shared all the good things, shared all the good thoughts about you every single day without fail.
you are a lucky man!

i miss you bro....

Friday, January 13, 2012

I cried

at this time and hour last week, my heart broke into pieces...
i cried and shed tears.....
knowing i will not be seeing him, bullied
not saying enough how much i care and i love...
i pray for strength, forgiveness...
i was lost, at one point disappointed ...
grieve and hope it was not real...

i pray that you are at a better place
a place where you will be united with the Great I Am
I believe His ways is higher than our ways
And suddenly i realized that i should not be sad
for today the Lord has made
we will rejoice and be glad
until we meet again
rest in peace


R.I.P Terry Michael Toda @ igat

Saturday, October 22, 2011

2 years and more to come

We are 2 years in operation last 10th of October 2011...of course the ups and downs are there to accompany me and i try to accept the fact that it is the norm in doing business. Saw pictures of my student graduating reminiscence me when i graduated 12 years ago...they sure have a longgggggg way to go, i envy their enthusiasm in trying to full-fill their ambitious ambition.I do hope they will succeed and becoming what they hope they will become....anyway let me find a cake to blow in conjunction of the 2nd anniversary