The 2nd months

today marked the second months since my brother left us...i woke up this morning, took my bath and try to get ready for work.I went straight to the kitchen. i found ma and May sitting down having breakfast...it was sinagan and fried egg..i told ma today's date hoping she will not recalled and remembered anything and was hoping it will be just another day for her and everyone of us..
May was enjoying her breakfast until ma opened her mouth and said today will be the 2nd months since igat left us. Jaw dropped and faces changed.....
Now is 5.30pm on the 6th of March and if i were to recalled back 2 months ago ..it will be the same time and hour i first received the sad news..............:(

"God under your wings i shall renew my strength...

I miss my brother igat

It has been a month since my brother left us(for a while).we are trying very hard not to remember what happened at that particular time/hour and date when we the family received the news...somehow i still can see how dad broke in tears, how mom cried, how my brother and sisters shed those sad tears when dad and i got home.It was a sad feeling and it makes a very deep impact on every one of us.
sometimes we wish all the bad news we receive is not true at all.....and we can only wish...
Dad is trying hard to cope, still grieving well we all still basically....

Igat,It has been a month bro since the day you left us (for a while)
i'm so thankful and glad that we spend those few months together trying to get all the document done for May.
i told you not to give up easily and sad when we failed to get it done on the first time and to treat those Kl trip as your honeymoon trip instead.
Im so happy to see you are loved by someone so deeply as how she shared all the good things, shared all the good thoughts about you every single day without fail.
you are a lucky man!

i miss you bro....

Did you see what i see?

it's snowing ....Early Christmas for Myruai....so excited for this coming festive season and looking forward for the holiday

What time isit?It's party time...

Not much of partying actually.It was a long holiday. i enjoyed myself visiting friends houses.Feeding my self with mouth watering food and hope not to gain weight.It was a different raya this year as i visited my old classmates house instead.Non of my old colleague invited me to their house and i reckon i know the reason.I was not surprised either and i do understand.
It was a great raya as we all met up for the first time after more than 20 years.I was so glad to meet all of them and it was so much fun.Little that i know that all of them were nervous to meet and was not hoping and expecting much from each others.We've grown so much and proud with each other.some came with family that evening and some decided to remain single..We were hoping more to show up but due to some reasons a few of us couldnt make it.Well there is always next time...
Somehow we all changed weather it be in sizes and look.except for me lah...(Dont touch my hair)
My friend Sue has done a splendid job in getting the meet up party a success. Im proud of her and she knows that too.The food was marvelous no doubt.

Below is the picture of us some 22 years ago...


And the present...



Indeed all of us have found each others and hope our friendship will remains forever..

ooooooooohhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaa

30th-palau
1st palau
2nd-almost palau
3rd- not too sure....(the day yet to end...)
Just love celebrations!!!


my beautiful sister-in law..welcome to the family



the bed is calling...update more later

To a dear woman i call Mother

Never have i forgotten to celebrate today, the day where everybody wishes their mother and to say thank you for what mothers have done in their lives.i woke up this morning for breakfast and there is none on the table.Perhaps it was finished by your sons. Like usual i saw you are busy and always busy doing the house chores.little that i know before you do all these you present yourself to the Good lord every morning to pray that we your children will be blessed and be taken care off. I kissed you this morning just to wish you happy mother's day.
We are blessed indeed to have you.and today's celebration is just for you.Thank you for the nice meal you prepare everyday, the laundry to ensure that i have nice clean shirt to wear..you have done enough. i couldn't have ask for more.You and dad have brought me up so well and for the wrong things i have done,tears you've shed, words i've said, the attitude and effort that im not putting or taking just because i know you have other kids around to take care of it either it be today or tomorrow..i am truly sorry..
You don't deserve a bouquet of flowers, a cake, or a special treat mom, you deserve more than that.
Happy Mother's Day.you are the best!!!
& you know i love you......

Scorching Heat..

Last Sunday the family decided to go for a picnic..it was a hot Sunday afternoon after church that we said that we need to dip our self in a cool fresh flowing water.(the riverlah ngok..).undecideable which place to go, we drove to puncak borneo and then the Big sista recommended Bengoh river.
The journey took us more than an hour and when we reached there,everybody was so excited to jump in the water to refresh them self.


Bengoh River


Enjoying our self


Ezra and his best friend


The Boss with his little Mariah....


The Big Sista and sister-in-law gossipping

we all enjoy swimming in the fresh,clean flowing river until Beth screamed..."Mommy i want to shissy"....

Feliz Navidad Everybody...

It's Christmas time again...
Christmas tree is up, Christmas eve dinner menu is planned,friends are invited,food and drinks are ready for visitors..promised cindy to show her the tree,and to all freinds Merry Christmas and glad tidings...Noel..Noel born is the King of Israel..im off...





and the tree.....


after 12 am ,ezra and igat still working hard at the bar counter area..



and WHERE is the tree??...





sneak preview of the tree..




and finally the tree....

Minsan Lang Kitang Iibigin

Always One Of the Favorite...Bintulu, Kl, Kuching, Serdang,Manila?...at home..........
a must to sing for me and my buddy...berebut lagi kan ...



now where did i put my Karaoke CD?

Sneak Preview, Seri Ijah

Kapit..Where she hails
A sneak preview on where im going to spend the rest of my life. Yes the new renovated single storey detached house...The Seri Ijah.The name given is dedicated to mak who is without fail pleasing her husband, children, grandchildren, friends of husband, friends of children and friends of grandchildren.This will be a family house and we all hope more beautiful and good memory will be cherished here at Seri Ijah
Seri Ijah is designed by me of course, the 4000sq feet house has 4 bedrooms, 3 bathrooms(2 attached), living room, a library cum study, family room, dining, dry and wet kitchen.
kau nak tengok allan?kau jenguk dulu belum siap 100%

The Entrance


Jemputlah masuk (to the Living room)


This one ..sneak preview of my truck :)


From The Kitchen to the car porch


Only a sneak want to see more have to wait.......

This Is Awesome

Sarawak...nothing compares
Found this clip and im proud to be Sarawakian.
Ngajat anang ndak ngajat